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“Madison drank it.”
His expression flickered.
Not sorrow.
Annoyance.
“She was never supposed to touch it.”
The hallway fell silent.
Detective Hale stepped closer. “Mr. Brooks, would you like to repeat that with your attorney present?”
Richard realized too late what he had said.
For one breath, I thought he might finally show shame.
Instead, he looked at me with pure hatred.
“You stupid girl,” he whispered. “You ruined everything.”
I thought I would feel afraid.
Instead, I felt something inside me unlock.
“No,” I said. “You did.”
That was when my mother called.
Her voice shook through the phone, but the words were clear.
“Madison is awake.”
PART 5 — The Sister Who Knew Too Much
The hospital smelled like antiseptic, raincoats, and fear.
I arrived just after midnight, still wearing my graduation dress beneath Claire’s borrowed coat. The glitter on my shoes caught the fluorescent lights with every step, as if some cruel part of the evening insisted on sparkling.
My mother sat outside Madison’s room with her hands clasped so tightly her knuckles had gone white.
She looked older than she had that morning.
Not by years.
By truth.
When she saw me, she stood. For a moment, I thought she might hug me. Then she stopped halfway, as if she no longer knew what a mother was allowed to do after failing to see a storm gathering inside her own house.
“Natalie,” she said.
“How is she?”
“Awake. Tired. Angry.” A broken smile touched her mouth. “So, Madison.”
Relief hit me so violently I had to lean against the wall.
My mother reached for me then.
This time I let her.
She held me carefully at first, then fiercely. I felt her shaking. My mother, who had spent years smoothing tablecloths over family disasters, finally had nothing left to smooth.
“I’m sorry,” she whispered into my hair. “I’m so sorry.”
I closed my eyes.
There were too many things she could have meant.
For believing Richard.
For not protecting me.
For letting Madison become a mirror I hated looking into.
For every dinner where my father mocked my ambitions and she pretended not to hear.
For every time I went upstairs early because the family room had no air left for me.
“I don’t know how to forgive all of it tonight,” I said.
“I know.”
“But I’m glad you’re here.”
She cried harder.
Inside the hospital room, Madison sat propped against pillows, pale but alert. Her hair, perfect only hours earlier, fell in loose waves around her face. Without the red lipstick and diamond earrings, she looked younger. Smaller. Like the sister I remembered before we became rivals in a contest neither of us had chosen.
Her eyes found mine.
“Well,” she said weakly, “that was a dramatic graduation.”
I let out a laugh that turned into a sob.
“You idiot,” I said, crossing to her bed. “You scared me.”
She smiled faintly. “You gave me the glass.”
The guilt returned, sharp and immediate.
“I know. I thought—”
“You thought I’d hand it back or make a joke or refuse because I hate anything you recommend.”
I blinked.
She looked away.
“I saw him too, Nat.”
The room stilled.
My mother gripped the chair beside her.
Madison swallowed. “Not the powder. I didn’t see that part. But I saw his face. I know his face when he’s setting a trap.”
“How long?” I asked.
She gave a humorless smile. “Since I was twelve.”
My heart dropped.
Madison stared at the blanket over her knees.
“When Grandma died, Dad told me I had to become the Brooks daughter everyone trusted. He said you were too stubborn, too emotional, too much like her. He said people would try to take advantage of us unless I learned how to behave.”
“That sounds like him,” I whispered.
“At first I liked it,” Madison admitted. “The dresses. The praise. Getting invited into rooms. Being told I was special.” Her mouth tightened. “Then he started asking me to sign things. Smile at people. Repeat stories. Tell relatives you were being difficult. Tell Mom you were jealous. Tell you that you were dramatic.”
I sat down slowly.
Every cruel comment.
Every perfect little laugh.
Every time Madison had tilted her head and said, Maybe Dad’s right, Nat.
“I thought you meant it,” I said.
“Sometimes I did,” she said, eyes shining. “That’s the worst part. Sometimes it was easier to believe you were the problem than admit I was scared of him.”
My mother made a quiet sound.
Madison looked at her. “Mom, I tried to tell you once.”
My mother’s face crumpled.
“The summer before college,” Madison said. “You were in the garden. I said Dad was making me sign things I didn’t understand.”
Elaine covered her mouth.
“You said, ‘Your father knows what he’s doing.’”
The words hung there.
My mother sat down as if her legs had failed.
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