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I told Mom I was applying to “some schools back East,” but I didn’t say which.
I couldn’t stand the idea of watching her get excited and then having to say, “Never mind.”
The rejection, if it came, would be mine alone.
The email arrived on a Tuesday.
I was half-asleep, eating cereal dust.
My phone buzzed.
My hands shook opening it.
Admissions Decision.
My hands shook as I opened it.
“Dear Liam, congratulations…”
I stopped, blinked hard, then read it again.
Full ride.
Grants.
I laughed, then slapped a hand over my mouth.
Work-study.
Housing.
The whole thing.
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I laughed, then slapped a hand over my mouth.
Mom was in the shower.
By the time she came out, I’d printed the letter and folded it.
“It’s real.”
“All I’ll say is it’s good news,” I told her, handing it over.
She read slowly.
Her hand flew to her mouth.
“Is this… real?”
“It’s real,” I said.
“You’re going to college,” she said. “You’re really going.”
“I told him you would do this.”
She hugged me so hard my spine popped.
“I told your father,” she cried into my shoulder. “I told him you would do this.”
We celebrated with a five-dollar cake and a plastic “CONGRATS” banner.
She kept saying, “My son is going to college on the East Coast,” like a spell.
I decided I’d save the full reveal—the school’s name, the scholarship, everything—for graduation.
Make it the moment she’d remember forever.
The air smelled like perfume and sweat and nerves.
Graduation day came.
The gym was packed.
Caps, gowns, screaming siblings, parents in their best clothes.
I spotted Mom all the way in the back bleachers, sitting as straight as she could, hair done, phone ready.
Closer to the stage, I saw Mr. Anderson leaning against the wall with the teachers.
My heart pounded harder with each row.
He gave me a small nod.
We sang the national anthem.
The boring speeches.
Names being called.
My heart pounded harder with each row.
Then: “Our valedictorian, Liam.”
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