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I opened the app.
The most recent clip was stamped 3:52 p.m.
Helen’s face lost color.
My mother said, “What is that?”
I pressed play.
My mother’s own voice filled the room.
“Scrub harder. Nobody wants a filthy girl carrying a Hayes baby.”
Audrey made a broken sound behind me.
I stopped the clip before it could go further.
Not because I was protecting my mother.
Because I was protecting Audrey from hearing it again.
Helen whispered, “That is out of context.”
I almost laughed.
Not because anything was funny.
Because cruelty always thinks context is a hiding place.
I scrolled.
There were more clips.
Tuesday at 9:08 a.m., Helen blocked Audrey in the hallway while my mother stood by the nursery door.
Wednesday at 6:41 p.m., my mother gripped Audrey’s wrist hard enough to make her bend.
Thursday at 2:14 p.m., Helen told Audrey that stress could make a husband “regret the pregnancy.”
That morning at 11:13 a.m., Helen sat at our kitchen island filling out the intake form before Audrey had spoken a word.
Each clip was short.
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