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My mother’s hand tightened on the towel.
I said, “By telling her no one in this family would ever believe an orphan over you?”
That was the first moment I knew I had not walked in on an accident.
I had walked in on a routine.
Audrey and I had been married three years.
She was not dramatic.
She was not fragile.
She was the kind of woman who apologized when someone bumped into her cart at the grocery store.
She was the kind of woman who left snacks for delivery drivers on the porch and remembered which checkout clerk had a son graduating from high school.
She had trusted my family because I asked her to trust them.
That is the part I still have trouble forgiving in myself.
My mother had never liked Audrey.
She smiled at the wedding.
She hugged her in photographs.
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